Time Told Me(IV)

I

tear off my memory

kept the stub of the ticket
sealed it in the can

and poured some Vodka

I wish

before it is drunk to death

The passion would not have expired

with happiness it dances to its grave

You

nagged about your cigar

smoked the silence

experienced the suffocation

and lit up a match

You hope

before it dies out

The guilt could have been burnt

in a blink it explodes into blood and flesh

Keep your eyes shut while leaving

Walk straight

Turn off the light

and close the door

Do not ever pay a glance to

that half a bleeding face

or that warm stump of limb

Is that

we seperated

as we wanted to

or time told me

it just bacame pale

as it had to be

我撕毁了记忆  

留住了票根     

放进罐头里密封 

加一些伏特加    

但愿它醉死之前  

激情仍未过期    

便可带着幸福入坟墓 

你叨念着香烟

抽起了沉默

憋住氧气体验窒息

点一根火柴

期盼它熄灭之前

愧疚已被点燃

就能炸得血肉模糊

离去的时候请闭眼

径直走

关上灯

带上门

别管地上还流血的半边脸

还温存的残肢

是我们

想散了就散了

还是时间

说淡了就淡了