The Libran Girl

When she decided to speak to you in person about the true feeling after all those mild implications, she has gone through unimaginable and numberless struggles in heart, which might have lasted several months, or even several years.

When she became silent, tender but smile only to you, she indicated she knew it all and would be willing to accept the inconvenient truth. She is so sensitive that she knew all the gimmicks and tricks or rather, “techniques”.

She would comb her forehead hair with her fingers randomly, symbolically trying to comb away all the gloom, although she knew clearly by herself, that she had never been that relaxed and cool as the gesture seemed.

She would go out as usual with a fine look, stay at home alone lazily, smile and laugh naturally, flirt with her social ability, while couldn’t control moisten her quilt last night in the dark bedroom and fell asleep.

You tramped and polluted her most sainted self-esteem. Your path would nv get crossed with her, since now on, it is built with a concrete wall.

To you, she would nv look back either. Even in future she bumped into the dead end and by that moment she is dispirited and helpless, she would rather make an end on her own instead of accepting your kind offer and help; and if it is you who would be dispirited and helpless, she would be silent, tender and only with a smile to you only.

She wanna go to a place she has nv been and get away from the current world. Always. Now.