Nanny Diaries-Who Am I?

Jan 10, 2008 5:21 PM

My eyes are terribly dry today, since I stayed up till 2am watching the movie Nanny Diaries. I laughed, cried, laughed, cried for couple of times.

A month ago I saw this book in Page One; I didn’t have much expectation for it but only regarded it as a relaxing comedy. However, the very first time, I feel like writing sth. for a movie as usual but I don’t know what to write. Blank. Totally blank. My screen, my mind.

A horror, it seems to me. For those questions I am seeking for answers for long now become more ambiguous and complicated, for those thoughts I dare not face with get more intimated and real, for those I can do but hesitated a lot now are more positive and seductive, for those I don’t wanna do but force to do in the future now I feel so terrible about them.

If you are female, you are single and young, you am ambitious and passionate for your career path, then just watch this movie and ask yourself some questions:

Who Am I? Did I find myself?

What’s my dream? Getting a good job? Marry a rich husband? Living like a Manhattan East Side Housewife? Or???

Did I see my red umbrella? Did I try to grab it and leave my feet out of the ground?

For me? A lot more. Where do I wanna stay? What do I wanna do? What can I do? What I am looking for? Do I wanna get married? Who or what should I get attached with?

What’s the meaning of all these? Does “meaning” itself mean something??

Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhh….my headache comes again….