Let it be?

Suddenly found out too much weight on my shoulders, I cannot stand straight, I cannot breathe.

Too many problems came by and made me insecure.

I just keep trying to be a simple but happy girl, maintaining my purity and confidence. Why is it so so so difficult?

The most terrible moment is when you are ready to cry while cannot find a tear, so hopeless that you are as calm as your heart stops beating.

Maybe this time, I really need to drink hard and forget who I am.

How to let go? Or even let it be?

I need back-up. I don't want to be the so-called "independent and assertive Gloria of all trades" anymore. I need it simple and easy.

I wanna be a kid again.