I Feel like...

I feel like to be loved these days, I am bored of giving without receiving.
Shall I receive first and give my part later?
I admit it, I do feel it growing like a Jack's Pea. Actually I can stop watering it, but I just let it be.
I am in someone's stomach waiting to be rescued, "swimming quickly into the weeping arms".
I am needing the shoulder I thought of to cry.
NOW. or, NEVER.